I miss the moment

I'm getting mature? Enough ?
Am I ?
Why I feel like I'm just stay at the same level just like pasytwo year back?

Sigh why I'm suddenly feel my self very empty
No one want to closed with me

Where is my life will become like that

Can I avoid it? My self ?

Asking for opinion here!

How does a human will get happy ? Is it a hard thing or a easy thing ?

I will say depends of the people behavior and attitude

:( kinda
No confidence now for everything