I miss the moment

I'm getting mature? Enough ?
Am I ?
Why I feel like I'm just stay at the same level just like pasytwo year back?

Sigh why I'm suddenly feel my self very empty
No one want to closed with me

Where is my life will become like that

Can I avoid it? My self ?

Asking for opinion here!

How does a human will get happy ? Is it a hard thing or a easy thing ?

I will say depends of the people behavior and attitude

:( kinda
No confidence now for everything

Emo in Three day

i quite serious in this relationship

and i am finally awake from the nightmare and face to the reality world

love doesn't last long.. it is also contain an expire date though

i learn a new world (sabotage)

i won't go sabotage my relationship by my own self , because for the first time i did that i lost a friend and my reputation is drop ... and so ..
i found out you got some thing bad , but is ok .because you got your right i respect you ..

u know i been emo for this few day.. right? haha

actually is nothing to be emo ..because i really have to face the truth even though you say you are not interested to some one .... i choose to trust you .
but the way you treat me just slightly not like last time ..

nvm as you say enjoy the moment..we have appreciate it ... love u.
lol...
2011.april 16
saturday 10.59 a.m.

day and night, living in a room

living in a small room . couple with my brother when i sleep
he sleep beside me.. some time really cannot focus on sleep because his snore make me cannot sleep well..

but it really get use to it..
quite hope that when i working time i can have my own room and my own privacy

because i really need a space for me right now..
i am not a child anymore don't like to share my privacy to people...
kind of self fish..

enjoy life..enjoy sleep alone.. enjoy single..

once i got my own room
1st thing i gonna do is...of course is buy those furniture. to suit back my taste and my style
cuz.. currently now not really like the room ..totally is my mum second store room...

thinking of shifting out when the time i work..
mummy and daddy , auntie and uncle, all say me filial piety gone already

FROM LASTTIME I WILL THINKING AND SAYING THE WORDS ''WHAT EVER''
and now thinking back last time is really not correct .to say what ever..

MAture guy said: must be always thinking family feelings only say through the words. shifting house..
especially mum is the most reluctant us go out of home
..
thinking thinking ..x10000
finally decide stay at home 1st
cause HOME SWEET HOME is really truth..
LOVE LY

guilty leave me alone

today. . . .2010.7.20
evening 6.36 p . .m
i told a very cruel truth to some one
i really feel guilty
i never ever got this feel in through my life before.
maybe this is the first time i did that to a person who admire me ,


why i want to told you that cruel truth, it because i really don;t want lie or cheat to you
you really is a good and kind people. . .

so that y i want to tell you the truth . .


forgive me ! ! ! ! ! !! !!
please
i really hope we still can be friend. . . .

regret to say it out, after saw your reaction.
don't cry , don't cry , i doesn't mean that to hurt you . .



couple cannot be, we mah be friend ntg have to lost contact one = (


Did you really need to do this?
don;t want contact me again?


if you do this to me , i will hate you !
forever









you make me got the feel of guilty in my life
i don;t want have this type of feel in my life



any thing is gone ...by i telling this out...


no more
hah ahahahaha
in front people.. . .. . .



let people see my original me . . .
i also got sad moment


god bless you don't because of me ..
you do anything stupid ..to your self...


the life without me


please be strong .
i really hope you can find a better people like me ...















appreciate you as my friend

慢慢来 = 死得很快 ？ ？ ？

有些事情 是可以慢慢来。。
一些事呢 却 是反方向。。
你知道吗？
人类是一种很聪明很聪明的生物
但他也是会给大自然带来很大的杀伤力。
聪明 是人类的才能。。
发明很多 的 先进的有趣物
他们用感情去慢慢培养情绪去造作哪些物品。 。 。


而我呢。 。 。 。 。


慢慢来 ， 慢慢来 ， 慢慢来


有时候 我真的很感到悲哀，
为什么我会有这种心态去做每样东西。 。
= （
我就不能分辨是非来做事情吗？

谁会来帮我。。
叫醒我。。不要再这样了。
德健 德健 德健 德健 德健

我知道了。。 是不可能有人会来叫醒我。。。


从现在起。。 。 。。。
我领悟到 人与人之间，不可能时时刻刻
会提醒对方。。
而是。。要面对现实。 。不要靠大声讲而要
在原地跨过更大步 更高。。。
要提醒自己。。 。 。。你是为了你自己而活
不是为了前途
而是更多的钱。。。。。。


19 岁的我会写这种东西
是不是很闷骚。。。
呢？ ？？
　　要慢慢来　想，，，详细 在详细。。。
才来做决定。。。。你的未来。。。你的前途 。。。。钱钱钱。。。。
没钱你就死得很快。。。。







陈德健 你能不能做到？
给予自己的忠告。。。
行了 / 醒了。 。 。
不要再蒙在鼓里。做哪些你不知道的东西。。。学新东西。。
开始用脑 了。。。


目标 / 选者别放那么大的野心了
把目标 focus 在一两个就好咯。。。。。。





















听话。。。。。。

我在期待着

我是不是一个可靠的男友·呢？
男朋友 还是 男 朋友？？
我很想问我身边的朋友很久了
我发现几乎都没有一个人会去留意我
真的真的
很期待　有一天有人会跟我讲　德健　我留意你很久了
你。。。。什么。。。。什么。。。。
说真的。　。我现在到底是要些什么
我都不懂。。
我又在想我的未来要些什么？
一直在变化着，　头疼　啦。。
人类就是为了活着而活着。　
钱。　前途　。　爱人　。　理想　。　梦想　。
等等啦。。。
有时我真的搞不懂我到底是为什么会活在这个世上。。。
是时候要做一些事物来给我的　《钱钱钱　途　更　膨胀了》
第一就是
设好我自己要的工作。　。　。
说真的　我不想帮人家工作
反而我想自己有自己的公司
我不要给人家看我的表现，而是我看人家的表现
我知道，我现在讲着这些　句子　会很多人给我反感的回应。。
我不管了。。。

现在就是要群着那班老友。。。20 几 到 30 几的朋友。。
希望他们能给我学到更多东西。。

我来不及

我慢慢的觉得人类是一种生物是很脆弱的
我不能否认以前不是个不会珍惜自己的一个人
经过那场小小的一个车祸，我慢慢会关心人，也知道人家为我操心的心情
我很后悔为什么那天，我会在一个没戴头盔的人回家，而在路上的我还天真的以为
会没事情，直到发生车祸。 我真的很亏欠我那个朋友
希望他真的会没事
他。 。 。 。我觉得他会有事情， 但是他就是不领我这个朋友的情，我叫他看医生
他却说不需要。 。 。
我人生的第一场车祸就与这一一名朋友相连。唉
朋友朋友·。。我知道你不想让你妈知道你车祸。但是你也得给他知道
她很辛苦把你养大的。。
我真的很想很想·跟你大大声的说对不起····
希望我们这一些刚驾车的人，真的要慢慢驾
不要因为一时的快感就跟人家拼过
不要傻啊！
呵呵呵 第一次写华语。。。
希望我的部落格
会给到你们提示
关心和爱惜你身边的人。。。。。。。。